[ENTRY 4] It's getting real

 As you can tell by the title, things are getting real!! I got my college schedule sent to me today. I'm so used to going to school for 7 hours a day 5 days a week for 13 years of my life that the idea of only taking like 4 courses and having no classes on Friday is just baffling to me.

And I only take pre-calc and trig on Mondays and Wednesdays, nice!

Now that may is already rearing its head with warm weather and senior year festivities, I want to give up so bad! I've come all this way and now that my future is right in front of my eyes, doing all this work seems like useless old news. But my college does need a final transcript so I should get my act together anyway I suppose.

Super random statement, I wonder who the next pope is gonna be. I know nothing about any of the cardinals so I just hope they pick a good one. R.I.P Pope Francis

x exsanguinator001

[ENTRY 3] Break started, Loving my life

 I don't even really have to elaborate past the title, but life has been great, God is good. I sometimes feel like I have to wait for some crazy shit to happen in my life for me to mention it but I gotta cherish the small things. I went biking with my dad around the cemetery, how goth is that lol. I had a lot of fun though, I love my dad.

And on Tuesday I get to see my favorite people!! I'm going rollerskating and getting some good food with my 2 best friends. Whenever I'm with them I honestly feel like I don't need to meet anyone else! 

Unfortunately that's not plausible. networking. Yuck. :/

I can't lie theres still a nasty grey rolling cloud of homework hanging over my head too, at least I have time over break. But who am I kidding as a D1 procrastinator??

It'll get done ;D

x exsanguinator001

[MUSIC 2] KMFDM, BETTER THAN THE BEST!

 Since I wrote my first music blog post in a late night delirium, only consisting of about 2 sentences, I figured this time I'll actually talk about my favorite band KMFDM!!!

Depending on who you are, KMFDM can stand for a myriad of things. But I stick to Kein Mehrheit Für Die Mitleid.

KMFDM Originated (roughly) in Hamburg, Germany, Founded by the genius himself Sascha Konietzko in 1984. 

Their "first" demo titled Opium (was supposedly) released on some scant number of cassettes in 1984. The truth behind this claim has been blurred by goofy online feuds between Raymond Watts and Sascha. Hilarious. Anyways, this supposed early 80s demo has a much more industrial and experimental sound than their later albums, which I am an absolute sucker for. While their later music is considered industrial, the band had coined the term "Ultra heavy beat" to describe their sound, which I think is undoubtedly fitting!

Their debut album "What Do You Know, Deutschland?" released in 1986 also had a super cool deep sound. My personal favorites off this one are Me I Funk, Conillon, and of course, Kickin' Ass.

Maybe I'll talk more about KMFDM later, but I really should be sleeping.

whoops

x exsanguinator001

[MUSIC 1] Industrial --> Neofolk pipeline

What's the deal? 

I'm definitely guilty, I won't sit here and lie, the pipeline is very much real and I am BARRELING down it.

x exsanguinator001

[ENTRY 2] Bored and overly blogaware!

Break just started and I'm preparing for endless boredom. I'm sure I'll have plenty of mindless stuff to keep me busy, like this blog that nobody reads. Even though its "for me", it still feels strange talking to a wall while simultaneously knowing that anyone can listen...when I word it that way it makes me happy that nobody is reading these. 

This was a pretty useless update, nothing interesting. I'll share some more different things on this blog since my current life isn't eventful enough to be updating everyday with a well crafted block of text. 

who cares, who's counting?

x exsanguinator001

[ENTRY 1] New Beginnings I guess??

 Hey, I haven't even touched this account since 2019 when I was still a kid which is pretty crazy. Now I'm about to graduate high school.

Pretty random time to start a blog but might as well start while I still have free time you know. 

I'm excited where everything is going so far, I got into my top school and I'm ready to go after I do some prereqs at a community college. I try not to complain since its all a blessing in itself, and also since I'm aware that I don't even have the slightest idea of what stress actually is until I start college. That's when I'll actually be in the rough. I've just never done anything like this and it's definitely "getting real". In other words, I gotta get my shit together! :p I'm sure it'll all be fun though, and I'm mostly glad that high school is over. All the petty drama and boring exams will definitely still exist in college I'm sure, but at least I can focus a bit more. School will feel wayy different when I gotta pay for it x.x

Anyways, I'll try and update here and there. Mostly just archiving my own life for myself later so I can look back on the embarrassment. Here's where it begins! 

- exsanguinator001